I’ve always been a big fan of thinking about the future but as of late I’ve been questioning it a lot. Personally, I believe this to because I’m so close to one of my goals…but at the same time it is still very tenuous that it could happen. To be honest it is not about business only. Will I be a millionaire next year? Will I struggle? Am I dating the right person? Will I be with someone else. Should I stay in Gainesville? Should I go?

When it comes down to it, I realize I’ve come so far but I have yet to develop what I really want and that is Freedom. I realize I just want to wake up and do whatever the hell I want. I understand most people would like this and perhaps it is a bit unrealistic. However I’d love to roll out of bed and say, “Today I’m going to work on the car” or “I’m going to go workout and then do Kickboxing” or maybe even “I’m going to go to Vegas or eat in New York tonight.”

I realize that is a level of Freedom most people don’t realize but I’m close and but it can all disappear too which sucks…I can’t personally control every aspect of it and that drives me nuts. I’ve got the first rental property now which is a good start and starting to enter into talks on bigger and bigger web projects…I believe one will land at some point in time this year. I hope so…because even a 20k project will give me that leeway I need to pick up a few more properties and gain a little more breathing room.

Just have to stay positive about everything I guess!