Today should be one of the greatest days of my life. We sealed the deal on our largest project ever which will be developed for an International Brand. Instead I find myself typing what will be perhaps the most honest look at myself that I’ve ever given anyone. I expect friends to be disappointed or disgusted…perhaps even amazed that I could be this type of person. The bottom line is I chose a path and it has cost me what really matters.

This is the blog that will only be read by one person. I’m not putting it out there for anyone else.

[Update]
So I’m in limbo right now. I fear the worst but with each little bit of contact, I hope for the best. I’ve just got to keep fighting, as best as I can without being overbearing, and let her reach a decision on her own. I made the decisions which placed us here and now I have to wait for the decision of another before I see the direction my life is going to head.

I know my heart made the right decision in who I chose.